no money? then you are one useless motherfucker..

thats how i always feel ever since.....well you know. what happen and all. i changed school. the school is awesome. the students? well i'll talk about that later. all i know is i need to be on my way to that place. The place where i dream of it ever since i was a kid. but hey, no money no talk right? fuck everybody. fuck the whole wide world.

Hello lonely blog

I am not gonna give up. thats what suddenly float into my head.I suddenly feel like whats the point of having a life if all you gonna do with it is bitch and moan? So earlier today, i made up a timetable for my daily life. I'm not a big fan of timetable but i thought i give it a shot.I feel a bit positive afterwards.Positive for a girl who is sick and didn't go to school for three days.*sigh* im not lazy, i just am sick..and i don't even know the reasons why.

Anyways, i spent the three days sleeping. I know. weird but thats what i do. I didn't actually surf the internet..half of it is because i get all dizzy and weird after surfing the internet and half of it is because the connection is slow..shrug..a teenager remains a teenager eh? I'm actually sick typing these words..what's wrong with me? im so fragile.

coughweak

"If for one minute you think
you're better than a sixteen year
old girl in a Green Day t-shirt,
you are sorely mistaken.
Remember the first time you
went to a show and saw your
favorite band. You wore their
shirt, and sang every word. You
didn't know anything about
scene politics, haircuts, or what
was cool. All you knew was that
this music made you feel
different from anyone you
shared a locker with. Someone
finally understood you. This is
what music is about'' -Gerard Way

HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love this blog

even when there's no one

reading it

i love this blog

cause it let me be

the person i wanted to be

i love this blog

cause i can let go of everything

that's been bothering me

i love this blog

because its everything to me

hahahahhaha

im bored...but i l0ve this blog *cuddles* cause there's no one reading it, i can write everything i wanted to.[think happy thoughts eh?]

=D

THE FUTURE IS BULLETPROOF

THE AFTERMATH IS SECONDARY

ITS TIME TO DO IT NOW

AND DO IT LOUD

KILLJOYS, MAKE SOME FUCKING NOISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[i need an energy boost..haha]

nobody love me anymore.

i sound like a bitch but

nobody love me anymore

i think i was loved

but now its all broken

and the tear will shed

but im not that weak

im not that bitch

dont make me feel

that im a waste of space

a hopeless child

a fragile mind

please just let me go

let me go

let me go

let me go

HELLO ME!!

Long time no post huh myself? [lol]its the 10th of January 2011 and its the PMR year this year which peeps keep telling me i should/could get straight A's so no pressure rite? *wink* ehem ehem

so i finally get the chance to buy Danger Days [im so fucking happy bout that!]

and guess what else i find out? Avril Lavigne has a new album on march and the single is out now.its called what the hell and all i could think was wth?????

she is a fucking cunt .

*sigh*

the words to that song is just so sad.

its just so fucking fucked up

its just so fucking slutty

its just fucking ke$ha

heeee

5 more days till school re-open and i still haven't

#1-buy my uniform

#2- buy stationary

#3-check what class im in

#4-buy danger days

#5-destroy stupid effing zit

#6-buy wifi

oh and hamra said that im in fucking CEMERLANG!! can u believe that?? that means its not toooo late to rearrange my fucked up head and shits...anyways erm....i think maybe we'll go and buy my school stuff tomorrow which means that i can buy DANGER DAYS then!!!!!!! weeeeeeeeee