concert...

all i evr wanted was a sold-out concert,go 2 mychem's concert & perform on a stage with a guitar in hand n i think somehow itz going to sumhow come true..lol..not like all pianoforte is going to hve a concert 4 da skool where all the students gonna perform....the teacher ask me to play hero-mariah carey abh said its a piece of cake duh he's ok wat bout me? im not like superhuman or sumthin but u noe......anyway the day b4 dat me n sis was like doing this oath bout somehow im gonna perform at cpr acousticly so yeah u can guess how my feelings r when the teacher say sumthin bout the concert....itz gonna be an all girl band...n i think im gonna be the only one who's malay there...so much 4 1 malaysia....

note to self:ask celina if she's in 4 the concert...

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perfect prefect??

this internet is so freakin slow today

y oh y??

y must it bcome slow when im so pissed today??!

arghhhhh prefects r so freakin perfect wannabes

im gonna try 2 be one so that i wont be a motherfuckin wannabes like them.

bitch.slut.

damn im so freaking mad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

fuck ya

lalalaa

yay i've got a playlist!!!!

its not ipod like sis's tho

but i mean who cares?????

=p

dunno y but i feel a bit hepi today

mybe cuz i talk 2 like thousands of ppl today

tell me

u r always there to see me fall

always there to see me crawl

the main reasons y im building this walls

so come on gve me ur best shot

cuz i noe u love me not

so break me on the spot

i noe im wayward

but still im not a coward

c/o pleeze tell me wat i wanna hear

n pleeze accept me for who i am inside

come n break me but u will never win

come n take me i dont need u

so i find myself again this morning

wont think much or i'll be drowning

in my thots of u x2

repeat c/o

A Lovely Letter to Mr Aripin

Dear Mr Aripin,

do u suffer a disease that makes u always yell when there's people? do u know that singing and doing choral speaking is 2 different thing?do u always make people around u feel like dirt? even 2 ur wife? r u always lame? do u want people 2 be scared of u? cuz if u freakin do than ur way lame than i am...y do u always want to break people? y do u always wanna criticize others? dont u feel the hurt in their eyes? do u ever feel that way? no u dont!! u always wanna do everything perfect n if u thot that ur so freakin perfect then go fuck urself n get the hell out of cpr!!!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxxoxoxoxoxo

nnz

buisness woman????????????????

he wants me 2 be a buisness woman?????????????????

WHO THE HELL WANTS 2 BE A BUISNESS WOMAN???????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I WANNA BE AN ARTIST NOT SOME FUCKIN BUISNESS WOMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DONT EVEN LIKE BUISNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I DONT WANNA BE A FUCKING BUISNESS WOMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STUPID MF!!!!

I WANNA BE A GREAT ARTIST

I DONT WANNA WORK IN SOME KIND OF WHAT DO THEY CALL IT? 9 TO 5 PACE? YEAH

I DONT WANT THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HONESTLY IM GONNA BE SOOOOO FREAKIN HAPPY WHEN HE'S BACK AT HIS OWN PLACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

am i really that bad?

Im really sad

on eid day,mommy say i hve no talent at all of becoming an artist......she say "y do u love drawing so much??? u're not even good at it" and last nite sissy said sumthin 2 her bout the band that we're thinking of doing n all she say was "yeah rite u're not even good at playing those things"

she always become sumbodyelse when her sib r around

everytime her sibs come around she always scold us

she always wear this im-a-good-mother-who-is-super-strict-with-her-kids 'tude...

i LOATHE her when she acts like that

itz like she's trying 2 be someone else everytime they come around

she always wanna be perfect in front of them

she's like trying 2 be a trophy mom or sumthin

B*tch

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

y can't he go away?????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

y do he always bitch bout others?????????????????????

y do he hve 2 be a stupid mf?????????????????????????????????????????????????

FUCK YA MF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

msi-stupid MF

this dedicated 4 a stupid mf i noe.. fuck ya!

teardrops on my pillow

i am very ANGRY!!!! i feel so down rite now......

all thanx 2 my stupid motherfucking bitch

he is soo judgemental

bitch whore he is soooooooooooooooooooooo fucking annoying and he always feels like he's always right. well fuck 2 that motherfucker!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!