HIGH ON CAFFEIN???(high on msi is more likely...)

get it?
get it?
u juz dont get it!!!!!!
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh im soooooooooo freakin lazy 2 clean diz freaking house......



u stupid motherfuck ER!!!



ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH



OK




IM OKAY NOW (I PROMISE)



WTF?????

im still hungryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy........
maggi doesnt count as real food.......
im so freakin hungry
a hungry nad is an angry nad!!!!!!!!!!!
practisin my butt off today....no we dont hve practice today......practice at home duh!

anyway ummmmm i so wanted a sold out concert!!!!!
weird i noe but i juz wanna be heard......
if next year at skool there's gonna be a talent show, u bet im gonna be in it....
i mean i juz dont care! i juz want my music to be heard!!!1
is that a crime?????????????????

i don't wanna say ANYTHING bout the u noe wat........
i fuck up but its the past...so past is past....im juz gonna study dis holiday.....not a fun one i think......anyway today im dressed up like a lolita so ........tomorrow we're doing cinderella.....so we hve to wake up early like her.....uh oh 4got that im making maggi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wait a sec!!!




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ok i'll write sumthin l8ter gotta go n eat the maggi!!!!

free?? i dont think so.....

yea sure tomorrow is the last day of school BUT!!! tomorrow we'll get all the paper's mark n im NOT ready yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i noe fuck up all of em im juz soooooooooooooo scared!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! with mummy saying this n that.....that's enough to make me sick! wat if i didnt get to be in 2 cem next year? is she gonna kill me? im soo scared!! the pressure was like WHOA!!! n im only in form 1... wow....
and then we'll hve to wait 4 the actual result by post!!! that obviously wont make my holiday any better.......i just hope n hope that my prayers will be heard by God.....oh god oh god im so fucking scared!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

plus the pianoforte's concert rehersel ( or however its spell like..) this friday......
itz 8 till 10 p.m.!!
and its been a week since i've been sleeping without washing my face, the pimples r coming out and celebrating on my face.....

this is like the WORST week ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

miss emo/goth?

oh ok promise dis is gonna be da last post 4 today!
anyway,mommy is gettin paranoid bout me being a goth/emo n i was like wth?? since when do i say im emo? im not emo!gothic lolita she only know bout that cuz i ws singing emilie autumn's dat day......n she juz suddenly jump 2 conclusion saying im a goth/emo oh n fyi gothic n emo is not da same hon!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
juz bcoz i lurve black doesnt mean im goth/emo!
sterotype

oops 4got

yup ummm oh yeah ask celina if she's performing 4 da concert n she was like oh y should i? its so freakin boring.....then last saturday when im waitin 4 my freakin drum teacher to freakin open the door, she was walkin down the stairs n see's me n went all " nad! my teacher force me to perform both guitar n choir n i was like "huh? wtevr datz cool" she went all pouty n i was like wtf is wrong with u motherfucka?



***oh change of plan, im not gonna play hero but when u believe mariah carey n whitney housten or sumthin..y cant we play mychem's song or stupid mf? paramore? hey monday? emilie autumn?
huh wat is wrong with this ppl?***

final exammmm!!

im sooo freakin scared bout the fuckin exam!! i mean u hve 2 get 40 n above so u can get into 2 cem.......im feelin soo low cuz the kh teacher being the motherfucker that she is went all "hey u didnt send the pics of diz n bla bla im gonna fuckin gve u a fuckin zero...." i was like " fuck diz motherfucka" which mean if she put a zero 4 my fuckin stupid folio i'll probably FAIL 4 my pmr!!!! y oh y do i hve a motherfucka 4 a teacher???!!!!!


damn she really get into my skin!!!!!!!!
im so freakin fuckin pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1