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hello there!

hahah(so much for being positive...but hey at least i didn't start this poat with complaint!! rite?)

erm....suddenly i feel like i wanna start all over again....I really really hope that Abah will get a job this month bcoz he really need to~

yea....i dunno.......

i think i'm just gonna stop thinking bout it for awhile and like really focus on my studies for this month becoz my mid-year-exam is like urm..17th of May n i still didn't study despite my "new year resolutions' hah.....

those are just fake... i never ever got to do what i wanted to do on my new year resolution list....wtevr....maybe i'll try for next year?

I'm just gonna go n check if i got homework or not n stuff.....

yea......

see ya!

=)

i dunno what to expect anymore.....life's a bitch if u dont noe how to control it n make it a freakin cool thing......

all i know is that i wanna be in a band , hve fans who could totally connect with the songs that's been written by me...(lol wtf??) n juz be a successful musician , win lots of awards n still NOT be overrated.....(like taylor swift...i dunno i use to think that she's a nice girl but now she's just an overrated bitch who love fairytale...fuck ya bitch(is it jealousy or psychotic?))

yea oh n be a talented artist.....yea ok i'm out of here...itz 1:52 a.m. n there's lots of things to do...:

#1 sidai sissy'ss undies(haha)

#2 do my geo homework

#3 clean the fucking room

#4 find english textbook

#5 erm...yea that's it....

hehehe ok2 only ...erm what am i talking bout again?

erm...new topic!!

hahah

from now on i'm not gonna give a fuck bout what people think/talk/bitch bout me....i'm juz gonna be POSITIVE but with my usual goth-loli style (??)

erm yea....

ok

bye

im juz gonna go n do my chores.....

bye

nite

oh mornin'!!!......hehe

so long n gud morningggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

what a fucking nice weekend...

Remember when I say I was going 2 be a happy motherfucker?

who's passionate bout the stuff that she like n blah blah blah?

when I say I won't let anyone break me down?

when I say that I won't take anybody's shit?

yea that is just a prove that i'm a fucking liar...

but no i gotta be strong....I can't take it any longer...
if she thinks that she's the rite leader , the rite pupil then FINE i'm just gonna LIVE MY LIFE like nothing's happening...
I just gotta work HARD TO ACHIEVE MY FUCKING DREAMS...

#1 day she's gonna be fucking SORRY.......I will achieve that dream......I just need a starter.....but .i dont fucking care.....I'm just gonna do it....people can say what they wanna say...im just gonna WORK HARDER 2 achieve it......

YEAH!!!!!


MCR

FTW

<3

In my head~~

i'm not the only one who feel that way.....

that's so sad....

im not special at all?

i'm just like any normal teen?

i'm ordinary?

fugly?

no talent?

whore?

slut?

bitch?

am i stupid?? not worth noticing?

WAIT!!!!!

IM NOT LIKE ANY OTHER TEEN!

no IM NOT!

(well maybe a lil similar to most of the MCRMY...)

I HAVE A FUCKING DREAM N I AM GONNA ACHIEVE IT THIS YEAR , THIS MONTH , THIS MOMENT , THIS SECOND!! (?)

STOP FEELING SORRY 4 URSELF!

STOP BEING SELFISH!

STOP FEELING SAD ALL THE TIME!

STOP BEING SO FAST!

SAVOR THE MOMENT!

WORK HARDER!

U CAN DO THIS!

YES U CAN!!

KEEP PRACTICING UR BUTT OFF!!!

WE CAN DO THIS!

WE'LL FIND A WAY!

ANYWAY!

(GERARD WAY?)