how................?

urghhhh

school sux

life's a psychotic bitch

god this is depressing

life is up side down now

how am i gonna pretend like everything's ok?
how am i gonna pretend that im one happy bitch but im not?
how am i gonna live the life that is soooooooooooooooo far away from the dream that i dream?
how am i gonna pretend to not see the hurt n anxiety in their faces when i ask for sumthin tht the teacher ask for?




how am i gonna live the dream now? when the dream is crash n burn?
how oh how am i gonna pretend?
how should i pretend like i dont bother?
how should i pretend to be happy?